A Year Gone By.. 29th April

by decipheringsilence

Its been a year – yes, stating the obvious. A Year to the day when a lot stopped. A day that crashed all notions of fantasy and hope and slammed onto life’s face the fact that its now darker, gloomier and more complicated. A day that broke lose all faiths and facts that believed there’s nothing positive waiting ahead. 

The day right before my graduation into the world of spirituality and light.

I was unprepared, as we all are all of our lives. Unprepared and unarmed to face the truth that now dawned upon me – now wide and clear. Just like everything else, it passed – the moment- but what stayed and has stayed the entire year is the outburst of emptiness that fills me in when its least needed and (least) manageable.